I'm just going to come right out and say it: I don't have much of a life.

Ever since I could remember, my life has been composed of school...and, well yeah that's about it. I find it quite unfortunate that the most social activity I get is at school. From 8:15 to 3:05, I am interacting with people. The moment school ends, it is home, to my room and onto the internet.

I don't even want to say that the social networking that I endure online is "real" social activity. When I think social, I think being in the presence of others, communicating verbally; not so much creating back pain and headaches on the other side of a computer screen or encouraging carpal tunnel syndrome at an early age as a result of texting avidly on a cellphone.

This may be a cliche, but the world has indeed turned to cyberspace to get most things accomplished - the majority of the world, at least. I am currently sitting here typing away to kill time, trying to avoid boredom, but it's not working.

Maybe two years ago, I could say that the internet would be my cure for boredom, but quite frankly, I am tired of the internet. I am tired of facebook, I am tired of twitter, I am tired of google. Nothing about the internet is exciting anymore.

Many of you can tell me I should just "go do something," but its not that easy. I don't live near a park, the air outside my home is not "fresh," and I don't have any money. Yea, I went there - money! You need money and a means for transportation to have fun.

In the confides of my room, there is just no escape.

I'm bored. Blah.

Recently, I have realized that I might want to start writing out my own scripts to short films and directing them. Although I like writing stories that you read on paper, I never thought to turn them into films; however, between listening to music and having to do a lot of skits and acting in my speech and debate class, I discovered that I actually have a keen interest in playwright.

While acting is sometimes fun, I think if I were to follow through with this interest, I would enjoy more writing the scripts and directing - I would rather leave the acting to people who are more outgoing and actually good at it.

I think right now I want to do films that send messages pairing acting with a particular song, in other words films without dialogue. I already have some ideas in mind and I want to begin writing immediately. Eventually, I am going to start writing out dialogue and such, but I don't want to jump right into that just yet.

Perhaps I can enter my works in to different competitions and such, but I need to get a team of individuals to help me out. Actors, camera-savvy individuals and editors. I'll write first and figure out that later.

P.S. As of yesterday, I am now 18 and "legal." I feel the same...

Many of you were asking if I wrote this myself. Yes! I most certainly did :)

I blogged earlier this morning before I left for school. I just want to say that today wasn't hardly as bad as I expected. I actually had a pretty good day. I enjoyed being back in my AP Chemistry class, however I won't be saying the same tomorrow because tomorrow is an "A" day, which means I have French. Blah.

In the meantime, this song gets me through the day. WARNING: It's explicit!

It's currently 6:28AM and I am running on approximately three, if not less hours of sleep. Today is the first day back to school in ten days. Yes, TEN DAYS! Can you even remotely imagine how I am feeling right now? I mean, I've only attended school four days in 2011 due to Christmas break and an unnecessary week off of school because of "snow" and "ice."

You're probably thinking, "Snow. In Georgia?"  Trust me, that's exactly what I said.

I guess I should suck it up, conjure the energy and get ready. Keep in mind that as I write this blog, I am stalling. Stalling to get ready, get in uniform, and go to hell - oops! I mean and go to School. One of my favorite places on Earth. What joy! Eh.. *If you were listening to right now, me the sarcasm would be very apparent.

Any how, I guess this is the point when I should stop blogging and go and get ready.

Still stalling...

Okay, I'm done. I shall inform you guys about the happenings of today later. Today should be quite interesting and hopefully I'm able to function properly. Ciao!

Isn't this amazing? I found this as I was browsing different blogs.Who knew you could get something so beautiful and creative out of a tissue roll? I thought I bookmarked the website I found this, but unfortunately it was the wrong one, so I can't like you guys to the site. I'll do my best to find it.

When you combine a lazy Saturday with tons of dedication and downtime, you get a new design! I was so tired of that red "mess" of a design I had here on the blog. It was quite painful to my eyes... Initially when I designed it I just thought it was so great, but the actual details of it were poorly executed and in terms of CSS it was just a complete mess. Though this design's CSS may not be too pretty itself, the actual aesthetics are much better than the previous layout.

I must say that I am quite proud of myself for being able to customize/create my own blogger template, for it is nothing like Wordpress. It may be easier (at least now that I figured out the basics), but it takes some time to figure out which tags do what.

Anyway, this design features some of my favorite colors, purple and different shades of gray. I really feel as if I reverted back to my old style back when I blogged on This Fiasco, and it will only get better from here.

PS: You can now comment within the blog, so don't be afraid to leave some feedback. Simply click on the comment number at the end of this post.

Ciao!

So please tell me it's not true
After all the love I've given
You've found someone new
And oh, of all the things I've seen
This has got to be, got to be
The greatest tragedy
Oh you, you let it all slip away
But soon you'll find
Soon you'll find yeah
What you can't replace

I absolutely love this song, and think you guys should have a listen. B.o.B. is definitely breaking away from conventions with his unique take on hip hop/rap. He isn't anything like the typical rapper; such is the very reason why I love his music!

I don't know how I feel about going back to school tomorrow. These past two weeks have been filled with downtime, random social escapades and a quest for...happiness. This break was probably one of my better Christmas breaks, considering that this year I actually got something for Christmas. But you know what, this Christmas wasn't great because I actually got gifts, it was good because the rest of my family, especially the younger kids got a lot of things and it made me happy to see them happy. But enough about Christmas.

I also spent time with my friends, drama and emotions and all, I still enjoyed seeing them. It is not often that I get to see my close friends because they are all in college. I deal though.

On the bright side, there is only 5 more months of school left and then I graduate! I just hope that these short 5 months don't wind up feeling like 10 just because I want them to be over. I am going to try and stay busy and hopefully that help.

Lastly, just thought I would let you all know that January is MY MONTH! So many good things happen and I am kind of excited. I won't say too much just yet, but if you come back and visit you shall learn why I look forward to this month oh so much.

As you guys can see, the old blog design is gone. Out with the old, in with the new.

This design is by far very basic, but this is just something to start off with. I felt that it was necessary to change the design because it is a new year. I plan to do something more complex in the coming weeks, just give me time.

If you don't know what the old design was like check it out below:

This time, I used something that really grabs the visitor's attention, hence the red. I simplified a lot of things and now that should make browsing a bit more enjoyable.

I plan to update more so check back regularly!

I came into the New Year feeling absolutely horrible,
However, by the end of the night, I was on cloud 9.